Meet the Bryants and other treasures of the British Isles

Nigel Bryant and his wife Jackie (or Jack) have birthdays in July, one day apart. They have been married for roughly 30 years and have two beautiful and accomplished daughters Rachael and Hannah, both in their 20's.  They are an interesting couple.  Nigel is in constant motion, full of energy, mischief, bombast and knowledge.  You can't help but learn a thing or two when you are with Nigel. Jack is also a knowledgeable person but on a more serene scale.  She has a talent for making people feel comfortable. They are great folks.  They actually live near Eastleigh, but about a year ago, bought a vacation condo in Poole right on the water.  I don't remember if they are on Poole Harbour proper or on Holes Bay, but wherever they are is an estuary and quiet area protected by the National Trust.  We spent lots of time just enjoying the view of the tides and the birds from their French doors.  We went sightseeing by car on Saturday and spent a day on the quay on Sunday. I have written about them bass-ackwards, I realize as I edit this mess.  Well, that's me.  Temporally disadvantaged.  Sigh.

We visited the Poole Museum which was too cool.  This logboat that was excavated from the Poole Harbor is over 2,000 years old.  All sorts of incredible exhibits and works of art.  I spent a pleasant half-hour in the natural history interactive, learning about the local waterbirds. 

This 2,000 year old logboat was cut from a single tree.  It was amazing watching the

interactives on its excavation.

We spent a happy hour in the Poole Pottery shop.  Follow this link for a real treat:  http://www.poolepottery.co.uk/contents

If the two days with the Bryants have sort of intermingled in my mind, it's probaby because we almost didn't make the trip; I was as sick as a dog with the cold from hell: but neither Dave nor I wanted to miss seeing our friends.  I don't think I was as engaging as I can been when I am well, but I was engaged.   I just hope the Bryants didn't catch my cold.  Dave sure did.

Here I am with Nigel and Jack on the Quay in Poole.  [Aside: in England, the word q-u-a-y is pronounced "key".  Don't ask- they don't pronounce "quake" as "cake" or "quaint" as "caint" or "quail' as "kale", but "quay" is "key"...).

Nigel recently lost 50 pounds.  Guess who found them.  Hint:  it wasn't Jack.

This snap does not do justice to Jackie, as Dave faced us into the sun, in a high wind.

A few views of the Quay, which is alive with vacationers in the  summer months.  We are here in December and the crowds are thinner... and not as scantily clad.

Side by side pubs, the Jolly Sailor and the Admiral Nelson.  Nothing is better than a good English pub, unless it is two English pubs.

Me and the old man strike a pose. Take a closer look at this marker.  Even when the history is history, the Brits commemorate it.

The "unfortunate duke" was the acknowledged bastard  son of King Charles II.  (King Charles II had 14 illegitimate children, of which James Scott, Duke of Monmouth was the eldest.)  Monmouth (a Protestant) was executed for treason for leading the Monmouth Rebellion against James II (a Catholic) in 1685.  Family feuds.  They're a bitch.  Or bastard, as the case may be.

The Bryants took us on a tour of the area in Nigel's Mercedes.  We took the ferry to the Sandbank Peninsula, which was and may still be the most expensive plot of real estate in Europe.  It's where God would live if He could afford it.  We saw Swansea and Bournemouth, but I must admit, my favorite locale was Corfe Castle, a keep from the 11C. in the county of Dorset, near Swansea. 

These are not my photographs.  I found them online.  The fog was too thick to get a decent shot of the wonderful relic, and, in any case, I am not a photographer.  I take snapshots.   The following are from Wikipedia.  (Please contribute to Wikipedia with your knowledge and your financial support.)

Can you imagine being a kid and having something like Corfe Castle as a part of your daily landscape?

It's a big hike and bigger climb to approach the castle, and in my health, I didn't attempt it.  But you really feel as if King Arthur and his knights could materialize out of the mists at any time.  What a country for the imagination this is!  The more I see of England, the more I fall in love with it. 

Back to the 21st Century.  Sunday on the Quay, we had a traditional English Sunday roast dinner, with both boiled and roasted potatoes, like you do, at a lovely old pub, and then Dave and I headed back to London.  We had such a good time, and the Bryants are such gracious hosts.

I hope that Nigel and Jack will let Dave and I return the favor sometime soon.  It's just that, since Nigel retired from Cubic, they have been cruising.  No, not in the American sense; they've been going on world cruises!  They are just back from a cruise that lasted over 100 days!  Nigel packed three tuxedoes!  Who owns THREE TUXEDOES??!!  Nigel Bryant, that's who. 

Good friends.  We're blessed to know them.

Next blog:  I join the Baker Street Irregulars. Ta ta for now!

Hello from Poole..and Corfe...and Bournemouth...and Swanage..and Sandbank Peninsula..and, oh yeah...London

Actually, London came first...and THEN last.  Dave and I left Horsham after having a wonderful visit; the staff there are aces, the food is spectacularly delicious; I was even able to borrow some Wellies from the South Lodge cache and clomp about the grounds.  What an extraordinary place.  I would love to go back someday.  But after a few days of rich food and magnificent lodging, I found myself perversely wanting a sandwich (how French!) and "I longed for a bungalow", as Eddie Izzard would (and did) say.

The driver showed up 10ish and drove us in style to the Rubens at the Palace Hotel just down a road a bit from Buckingham Palace, which is the palace Rubens at the Palace Hotel is at.  And here it is.

Doormen.  Concierges.  Lovely (but surprisingly small rooms) with comfy beds and all the mod cons, like high speed internet.  Of course, everything here is wired for 240 volts so unless you like fried electronics, remember to buy an adapter.  Here's our cozy little nest.

That's padded fabric on the walls, not paint or wall paper. Really beautifully done, too.  Next, our equally elegant if Lilliputian bath.

There may be diabloical reasoning behind the relative smallness of the room.  Yes, tourists and business travelers will be gone from their rooms must of the time, either touristing or businessing, but still, at the end of the day, one does want a comfortable place to spend the hours between dins and bed.  May I introduce to you the Cavalry Bar?

Ah, the happy hours we have spent in the Cavalry Bar, enjoying the art, the drums, the regimental regalia, the wine, the Pimm's Cup, the Long Island Iced tea.  Hey, we both have had hideous colds!  Alcohol kills germs.

We left our London haven to travel to Poole to visit our dear firiends Nigel and Jackie Bryant.  Nigel is an ex-Cubic high mucky-muck, a right mixer and a great guy, and Jackie is grace and poise personified.  Dave and I spent the weekend with them (at this time, only I had the cold), and we had the best time.  They deserve their own story, which will be my next posting. Sunday night we were back in London, and Dave was succumbing to the rhinovirus from hell. 

No matter.  We crammed our pockets with hankies and tissues and trekked to the British Museum. OMG!  What an indescribably incredible place.  We saw the Rosetta Stone and the Elgin Marbles.  (Lion L. was surprised by them; he'd expected them to be smaller... and round.)  None of my photos can do the British Museum justice, so check out http://www.britishmuseum.org/.  Prepare to be amazed.

Our colds and their attendant coughs and sneezes made us feel like Typhoid Mary in duplicate so we hied on back to the Rubens to partake of the most brilliant and wonderful of British inventions, afternoon tea.

Notice our view? It is the back of Buckingham Palace, an area called the Palace Mews.  We watched people and carriages come and go, and saw young palace workers hanging out the window, getting a breath of fresh air, or cooling off.  England temps are problematic.  Outside is cold and damp.  Inside is hot and damp.  It's a lot like San Francisco, where you can find yourself really cold and sweating like a pig at the same time.  Thanks to our life in Frisco, we were actually adequately dressed for London.  Here's a shot of the Palace Mews.

Not a bad view at tea-time, eh? 

I really love England.

Tomorrow, in homage to my friend Marcia Kribs, reader and Holmes enthusiast extraordinaire, we are going to 221B Baker Street.  The Sherlock Holmes Museum is there, set up exactly as described in the works of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.  Cannot wait!  Then off to the Victoria and Albert, and the Science Museum.  We will probably miss tea-time.  Darn!  That means we will have to repair to the Cavalry Bar for solace.  Cheers!

Hello from Horsham

There is a sheep on my desk.   He's very cute and  his name is apparently Lord Sussex  (Minty to his friends).  Lord Sussex guards the door to our room at the South Lodge Hotel in Horsham, England, should we not want to be disturbed.  He has become great friends with Frank Sinatrat and Lionel Messi, two stuffed creatures who made the trip with me as stowaways.  My daughter Kelly and her wonderfully fey friend Anne-Geri started the flat stanley variant with these two dudes when Frankie got left behind in Tennessee on one of Kelly's visit, and Lionel found his way to San Diego somehow.  It's diverting.  They each have their own page on Facebook... Frankie and Lionel, I mean... though the girls do as well, I believe.

Those who know me know I hate the process of travel.  I like being in other places, I just abhor what one must do to get there.  Here are a few observations, born of my 18 hour trek from Tullahoma to Worsham.

   1.   It's the pits living an hour and a half from the airport.  I grew up in the suburbs of  Detroit, and spent most of my life not 15 minutes from the airport.  I took it for granted.  What a dope.  Living in Tullahoma means that every trip begins with a trip.

   2.  American Eagle mega-sucks.  People were not meant to be shipped like parcels. (Actually, packages are treated with more care and respect than American Eagle passengers.)   If we are going to be treated like baggage, we should be charged as baggage.  Fortunately, the flight from Nashville to Chicago was under 1.5 hours. Even so, it was bruising.

   3.  The flight from Chicago to Heathrow lasted almost seven hours.  The seats were comfortable and conformable to the average human body.  Didn't help ME much, but most aboard seemed to have no trouble fully reclining and nodding off.   I couldn't manage it, so decided to play with my Nintendo and/or read.  All was well until they turned off the lights.  No probs- MOVIE TIME!    Except... the "entertainment" system had gone belly up.  Seven hours is a long time to be sleepless and diversionless in a chair traveling 30,000 feet in the air at 700 mph... all you are left to do is dwell on the fact that YOU ARE IN A CHAIR TRAVELING 30,000 FEET IN THE AIR AT 700mph!! 

4.  Deplaning at 6:30 AM UK time (while you are still on 12:30 am CST) is bad enough but at Heathrow, you are then treated to a mile forced march to baggage claim and customs, followed by a half-mile trek to the exit.

Now the good news:
We were met by a chaffeur and driven to Horsham in a Mercedes. Such luxury.

We were deposited here.

Don't you just hate roughing it?  The South Lodge Hotel, Lower Beeding, Nr Horsham, West Sussex sits on 96 acres with spectacular gardens renown for its camellias.  The largest and oldest Camellia in England is said to reside here.  December, of course, is not the best time to enjoy the garden, but the hotel itself is a treat.  It's an old manor house with fantastic woodwork and plastering and is everything you expect from British luxury from everything you have seen on the BBC.    The restaurant is named for the famous Camellias.  the South Lodge is considered a "small" hotel because it only has 45 rooms to let. Imagine owning a house with 45 bedrooms- it must have been wonderful being rich.  (What do I mean "must have been"? )

We had a lovely breakfast, tucked in for a nap, and then joined the Cubic contingent in the bar for a wee drinkie and then repaired to the dining room for an  amazing meal.  So much for day one.

Day two, Dave went off with the Cubes and I gave in to jet lag.  When I awoke, it was 3 in the afternoon.  The bed and pillows here are just wonderful.  I haven't slept this comfortably in years.  I had a lovely dinner (alone) in the room as Dave is here on business, after all.  I picked a good day to doze, though, as it rained heavily all day and I left me Wellies at home.

England is such a lovely place.  I wish you all were here.  The OLM is definitely going to have to plan an excursion to London soon, while we all can still walk :)

Off for a Pimm's cup.  Ta ta!

Phobias: 1 Kate: 0

I did not go to tea at the Crown and Crumpet.  Sigh.  

 Mazeophobia beat me.  I could not for the life of me figure out which mode of transportation, going in which direction, I needed to take to get to my beloved tea room.  I stood at the train station thinking I needed to take a bus, and couldn't remember where the bus stop is.  When I finally remembered, I actually walked to it. Once there, I realized I didn't know which bus to take, and that I wouldn't know how to get home again even if I did, so I just went back to the apartment.  Had a nice, invigorating walk in the process.

I prefer coffee anyway.  Starbucks I can find.  It's right across the street. 

Fears, phobias and public transportation

Here it is, November already!  My youngest granddaughter, the baby, just turned 6.  How is that possible?  The years are just flying by now.  It stinks.  Summer was way too short, and now we have to slop through another winter.  I'm against it.

I am very much against the stresses of this time of year.  In winter, all I want to do is wrap up in a blanky, drink hot coffee, and read.  And sleep.  Mostly sleep.  Instead,  I must prepare for yet another Thanksgiving and Christmas, holidays that will be interrupted this year by a trip to England.  Yes, I hear your violins playing for me.  What a hardship, going to England.

Well, England in November is no Palm Beach.  And the first few days of the visit, I will be on my own since Dave is going there for business purposes and I am excess baggage until Thursday.  Which means I will have to amuse myself and get myself around solo in a strange country.  Kinda like being in San Francisco, only a much longer flight.

Most people who think they know me don't know that I have been battling two powerful phobias for most of my life.  The first, and strongest, is mazeophobia.  Mazeophobia is the fear of getting lost.  Since I have poor vision and no sense of direction, it seems logical that I would fear getting lost.  Time, experience, and a GPS have damped this phobia down a bit, but it comes raging back to life from time to time... usually because of my second phobia- neophobia.

Yes, I am afraid of new experiences.  While getting lost is NOT a new experience, going someplace I've never been before is.  Which is why I usually go with someone or have someone else drive whenever going someplace for the first time.  That will not be an option in England.

Nor is it an option here, in San Francisco, now that my guide (daughter Kelly) has obsconded to Tennessee for some ungodly period of time.  I have not yet been able to overcome my phobias to venture any farther afield than the bookstore on the corner.  I left my GPS in Tullahoma.  I am doomed.

I haven't figured out the public transportation system yet.  There's so much of it, and it is so varied.  Trains, light-rail, cable cars, buses... lions and tigers and bears, oh my!   I could take a cab anywhere I want to go, but really don't want to take out a mortgage on the house just because I've been outsmarted by Bart, or am appalled at Muni.  (There's a pun in there but only the very old or very movie literate will get it).

ANYWAY, I have spent my whole life overcoming my fears by confronting them, and so tomorrow, I am going to brave the perils of city transport and go out.  I intend to have high tea at the Crown and Crumpet in Ghirardelli Square if it hare-lips me.  Wish me well.  And say good-bye now.  Don't know when - or if- I'll be back.

Tho' much is taken, much abides

I was born in 1949.  I am sixty as of September 12.  I am now the age my grandmother was when I was born.  I was her first grandchild.  If I follow the projection of my grandmother's life, I have only 16 more years left before the end.

If I follow in my mother's footsteps, I will be gone in 4 years.

On the other hand, should I model myself after my grandfather, I have another 29 years ahead of me.  Aside from deafness and a terrifying inability to drive safely, Grandpa was healthy until the day he died.  I share two of the three characteristics listed.  You figure it out.

Or, if I track my dad, I have another 25 years to go.  My dad went off to WWII at the age of 17 and saw and endured things that marked him for life.  At one point, he missed his boat which went down with all hands.  Another time he was in a PT boat with blood up to his ankles.  He was sealed off in a flooding compartment with about half a dozen other sailors and was the only one to emerge alive.  I believe he's suffered from survivor guilt his whole life. He never expected to live to 40.  He never believed in the future, and is both astonished and rueful about being 85.  He is convinced he is going to hell when he dies, and so has decided not to.

You can't help thinking about things like this when you reach landmark birthdays.  Life moves faster as you age and life changes faster than you can comprehend or embrace.  You can feel yourself becoming obsolete.  When the children are grown and the career is over, it is easy to feel unnecessary and to wonder, not if your life has any purpose, but if it ever did.  What has been the point?  The meaning of life, if there is one... is it nothing more than just the day to day living of it?  This is how our thoughts turn when we are no longer young.  We must grow philosophic as we approach the unescapable unknown ending. 

Bette Davis said that old age ain't for sissies.
Woody Allen said he didn't mind dying, he just didn't want to be there when it happened.

The certainty of one's death tinges everything when one reaches a certain age.  Is it any wonder that the majority of the elderly suffer from clinical depression?  It would be so easy to succumb to the darker thoughts and primal fears. 

But you can't dwell on these things.  There's more to life than death.  Life is too sweet even as it is too short to let the shortness of it eclipse all else. 

So I will take a page from Alfred Lord Tennyson, and end here with a quote from my favorite poem of his, Ulysses.  Ulysses is speaking to his surviving comrades at the ebb of his life.  He is chafing at the limits of his strength and the burden of his responsibility.  Ulysses was a hero, but I think the sentiment expressed in these lines is appropriate for all mortals.  Here is the excerpt that most speaks to me:

...you and I are old;

Old age hath yet his honor and his toil.

Death closes all; but something ere the end,

Some work of noble note, may yet be done,

Not unbecoming men that strove with Gods.

The lights begin to twinkle from the rocks;

The long day wanes; the slow moon climbs; the deep

Moans round with many voices. Come, my friends.

'T is not too late to seek a newer world.

Push off, and sitting well in order smite

The sounding furrows; for my purpose holds

To sail beyond the sunset, and the baths

Of all the western stars, until I die.

It may be that the gulfs will wash us down;

It may be we shall touch the Happy Isles,

And see the great Achilles, whom we knew.

Tho' much is taken, much abides; and tho'

We are not now that strength which in old days

Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are,--

One equal temper of heroic hearts,

Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will

To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.

Have you heard the one about...

I can't tell a joke worth beans. I love a good joke, but half the fun of hearing one is passing it on. I can't do that. I mean, I can pass it on but when I'm done, it's not a joke anymore. Sigh.

I am a very funny person, really, in a conversational, quick retort, punny, smart ass sort of way. I make people laugh all the time. Just not when I am telling jokes. Sigh again.

So I will tell you a couple of stories instead.

These two involve Christmas. I know it's only August, but, God as my witness, CRACKER BARREL already has Christmas stuff for sale. (They have Halloween and Thanksgiving stuff as well. People, we're talking early AUGUST here. It isn't even autumn yet! I despise the blantant cynical merchandising that is forcing the holidays on us earlier and earlier every year). But I digress. I feel comfortable telling these stories because they're humorous and I'm not selling anything.

Let us now travel back, back, back in time to 1983. A whole century ago. (I'm not wrong about that. 1983 was in the 20th century, 2009 is in the 21st...). My darling husband has been disappointing me gift-wise for about 15 years. Every year at the appropriate time, I give him a list of things I want for my birthday, or for Mother's Day, or for our anniversary, or for Christmas. Every year he apparently shreds the list and buys me something practical. Like a toaster. (I asked for Obsession perfume for every occasion for FIVE STRAIGHT YEARS before I finally just broke down and bought it for myself. Think about that. I asked for it at least 20 times and he didn't take the hint).

So, my birthday rolls around in September, like it does on an annoyingly annual basis, and once again, the Clueless Gifter strikes. I open my present and nod resignedly. Yep. It's a Dust Buster. I am beyond disappointed this time. I am pissed. "I don't know why it is, but you never give me what I want. You only give me what you want me to have," I snarl. "Do me a favor. Forget about getting me anything for Christmas this year. Don't put yourself out."

That was a very ungracious thing to say. Saying it was a mean thing to do. Damn, it felt good.

Anyhoo, Christmas starts looming on the horizon and the hubs starts asking me what I want for Christmas, and I rub salt in the wound. "Why ask me? You never get me what I ask for, so why set me up for disappointment?" Later queries are met with the set reply "I don't want anything."

Christmas day dawns and the cherubs are up at the crack of it, tearing and shredding their way orgiastically through the wretched excess that is Christmas in the Lapczynski home. Dave unwraps and is pleased with his gifts. There is nothing for me under the tree.

There is nothing for me in my stocking, either, which hangs forlorn and anorexic all by itself. The bloated stockings that were filled for Dave and the kids have long since disgorged their bounty and are scattered amid the debris. Mine just glowers at me, empty and humiliated. "Big mouth," it says to me in a rather wooly, sarcastic voice. "Idiot. Well, you got what you asked for. Moron."

I do not respond. I have enough emotional turmoil going on, I don't need to get into it with a snarky sock. Nor do I cry or make a fuss. In fact, I do my best to act as if I am oblivious to my giftless Christmas. I am just struck by the irony that the first time the man ever gives me what I have asked for is when I have asked for nothing. I sit on the couch in a brown mood, watching the kiddies and trying not to think about putting anti-freeze in Dave's coffee.

Then, from behind me, a gorgeous strand of pearls descends into my lap. And another. And another. "Babe, I didn't intend to be mean. I just wanted to shower you with pearls this year."

Boy, did the man get laid that night. Merry Christmas to all.

Jump ahead to 1990. My beloved son is in the high school band which is in the Christmas parade. My hubby and I are watching the parade with another married couple and we wind up in front of Arnold's Furniture Store. The band passes us by and I turn to look in the window and see the most beautiful painting in the most beautiful frame I have ever seen. I nudge my girlfriend and point it out to her. She agrees that it is stunning. We both bring the picture to the attention of our husbands, who make the required and insincere murmurs of praise and accord.

On the way home, I tell the hubs that all I want for Christmas is that picture. I have been completely captivated by it. He nods. Christmas morning comes, and of course, I do not get the picture. Hubby apologizes in a rush when he sees my well-disguised disappointment; he had gone to Arnold's the very next day after work, but the picture was already gone. I was disappointed, but I also was sincerely touched that he'd made the effort. AND he had gotten me a very, very nice gift, so I didn't want to seem like an ingrate.

Later that day, we go to see the married couple with whom we had gone to the parade.

Yep. You guessed it. SHE got the picture for Christmas.

I can't begin to describe the combination of rage, jealousy and shame about the rage and jealousy I felt at that moment, but I can relive it at will.

Jump ahead yet again to the year 1993. By this time, our married friends have divorced. My girlfriend is in need of cash and calls me. "I know how much you love the picture. Would you be interested in buying it?" Hmmm... let me think. Do I want the picture? Hmmm... I have been avoiding her bedroom for three years for fear that seeing it would compel me to strangle on the spot. I have plotted several burglary scenarios which I abandoned because the picture, being the only thing taken, would be a dead give-away... and my friend was in and out of my house all the time, so where would I hang it?

"I might be, " I say cagily. "How much are you asking?"

She sells me the picture for $50. And you say there is no Santa Claus. (yes, you do, I've heard you).

Here's a picture of the picture.

Now, really, weren't those amusing stories? Aren't you glad I didn't tell a joke?

Home Sweet Home Away From Home

Imagine this whole space filled to the window sills with packed boxes. Sadly. I don't have to. I may have been spared the packing, but the unpacking more than made up for it. We were downsizing from three bedrooms to two, and yet, miraculously, in about a week we were able to cobble together a comfortable living space.


Here is a shot of the livingroom/ office area of the great room. Dave's office is the lower left hand side of the photo. My little office space is hiding behind the first pillar. We have some really great views. You can't see from this shot, but the Bay Bridge can be seen through the second window from the right.

And here it is, the Bay Bridge. It is so cool watching boats and ships leave and enter the bay. Below is the view from the kitchen side of the great room. That's AT&T Park, home of the Giants, a view that makes Dave SO happy.

Looking down toward the street from the diningroom end of the great room. We watched the 4th of July fireworks from this table and had an absolutely perfect, couldn't-be-better view of the pyrotechnics.

This is the view to the left of the diningroom. There is usually a flotilla of sailboats out in the bay. Not when I am taking pictures, of course.

Dave's office was still a work in progress when I took this. There is a balcony out the sliding glass doors.


This is one of the views from the balcony. If I'd panned left, I would have seen the Twin Peaks. They really do look like earthwork boobies.

Part of the hallway leading to our bedroom. To the left (unseen) is the laundry room. Behind me (unseen) are the bathroom and linen closet.


Our bedroom, also at this point a work in progress.

San Francisco is a wonderful place. Our apartment is a wonderful place. Our views are so wonderful the movers took numerous cell phone pictures of them. The view from THIS window is of... AT&T Park. GO, GIANTS!

Chocoholics of the world, unite! You have nothing to lose but your figure.. your teeth...

Chocolate is good. Milk chocolate is REALLY good. White chocolate isn't chocolate at all and is deserving of our contempt. Dark chocolate is supposed to be good for you; since it doesn't taste anywhere near as wonderful as milk chocolate, that's probably true. I have had just about every kind of chocolate in the world and can say with complete confidence that there is no such thing as bad chocolate.

1. Forget the snobbery of European chocolate. Ditto Whitman's and Stovers. Hershey chocolate is the best in the world. Period. My mom would buy the really huge bar and she and I would surreptitiously break off and share chunks of it late at night when everyone else was asleep. Cherished memory.

2. Another cherished memory involves a hot summer night with Mom and I in our filmiest nighties watching Johnny Carson and trying to stay cool (we were both night owls), and a Good Humor truck, looking spectral as it moved through the muggy weather, a haze highlighted by street lamps surrounding it and the two of us dashing into the night to buy Chocolate Eclair Ice Cream Bars, nibbling on them slowly to make them last. That is the run-on sentence from hell, but memories should have a stream of consciousness quality to them, I think.

3. The most over-rated chocolates in the WORLD are Belgian in general and Dove in specific. Don't get me wrong, I'd eat them in a heartbeat. I mean, c'mon, they're chocolate...but they ain't Hershey chocolate.

4. Purity Dairy makes the world's best chocolate milk. AND the second best chocolate ice cream.

5. The world's best chocolate ice cream was/is? made by the Stroh's Brewing company. Yes, yes, a brewery in Detroit. Here's a link to the Wikipedi article, which is pretty darn interesting.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stroh%27s_Ice_Cream

I love ice cream. I think it is the most perfect food especially when it is chocolate.

6. The second best chocolate in the world is Ghirardelli. It's so good that San Francisco actually has a "shrine" to it called Ghirardelli Square. You can get the world's greatest hot fudge sundae there. FYI: fudge is a form of chocolate. It is entirely edible.

7. Nestle's makes the best semi-sweet chocolate chips, and their Tollhouse recipe makes the best chocolate chip cookies.

8. The best chocolate in a Whitman Sampler is the milk chocolate caramel.

9. The best chocolate in a Russell Stover candy box is the milk chocolate caramel.

10. All the best candy bars are combinations of milk chocolate and caramel.

Being a diabetic has seriously impeded my chocolate consumption. However, since I am a diabetic, I know the nature of my demise. It will literally be death by chocolate. I shall kill myself with kindness...and as much Hershey's chocolate as it takes.

And awaaay we go to San Francisco

Our lifestyle confuses people. Living in two places at the same time is confusing. Since 2004, Dave and I have bounced back and forth on a semi-regular basis between a house in the south and an apartment on the west coast, for business reasons. I have had to explain our split domicile way of life, often more than once, to just about everyone.

The explanation goes like this: Our permanent address is our cozy home in Tennessee. Our apartment in San Diego has been our home-away-from-home since 2004 and we go there a lot because corporate headquarters are there.

However, Cubic has a big contract in San Francisco, so, come the third week of June, our California apartment will be in SAN FRANCISCO. We are moving from San Diego to the city on the bay. Which does NOT mean we are giving up our home in Tennessee. It is, after all, our home.

When I tell people we are moving but will still live in Tullahoma, they don't get it. That's because when NORMAL people move, they LEAVE one address and relocate to a different singular address. Normal ain't us.

We have leased a beautiful two bedroom apartment on the 15th floor of this amazing building in the downtown area. We have views of the Bay Bridge and AT&T park from our livingroom.

Here are some pics for you.

See the roundy bit on this building? Our apartment is in the roundy bit.

Here's the floorplan. Notice the roundy bit. It is entirely windows.

This sales model is on the 5th floor, so the view is not so cool. See the pillars? See the windows? This is the roundy bit from the inside. This is not our furniture. I downloaded this pic from the comples' website. Imagine what the view is like from 10 stories higher.

This is a partial view of the kitchen, again in the model.

And across the street: public transportation of every kind, a Safeway, Panera Bread, Starbucks, Borders books, the public library, our bank and a wonderful nail salon. Down the street: O'Neill's Irish Pub. And the ballpark.

GOD! THE SACRIFICES WE MAKE FOR THIS COMPANY!!

See, this is what I don't like about...

I hate travel. I hate traveling. I don't mind being places that aren't home. I hate the process involved in getting there.

Today is Wednesday. On Saturday, the hubby, the daughter and I will be going from San Diego to San Francisco along the Pacific Coast Highway. It will be gorgeous, the hubs enthuses. The scenery is breathtaking. We'll make a two day road trip of it, see Big Sur and Santa Barbara and Carmel. You'll never forget it.

Since at no time has Disneyland figured into this scheme, it just sounds like two days in a car to me. I hate traveling by car. (Well, in all cases but one of recent memory, I hate traveling by car.
I had a GREAT time when Kel and I drove up to Michigan to care for my father.)

I hear that San Fran is a wonderful town. Tony Bennett left his heart there. I hope it's been refrigerated all this time. I am looking forward to being someplace less desert-like with a wider choice of activities. It should be a nice place to visit, and I will have Kel with me while the hubs works his standard 12 hour day. If it didn't involve traveling to get there, I would probably be excited.

But here's the drill. I have to pack. I have to keep track of my meds, my insulin, my cell phone. I will have to sleep in yet another strange bed in another place that is NOT home, as in there is no place like. I will have to do all that in reverse order to get back to San Diego and almost immediately again to return to Tennessee, where my cats, my friends, and my son's family live. I get to live there from time to time myself. Dave hardly ever does. He doesn't mind travel.

What a dope.

MY DAUGHTER IS TRYING TO KILL ME!!!

So here we are in San Diego. By "we", I do not mean Dave and I - Dave is either in San Francisco or Seattle, due back sooner or later. I mean my daughter Kelly and I. I haven't been out here since Thanksgiving of 2007, so things here have changed, like they do, and I have forgotten how to get places, like I do. Kelly has been my chaffeur and tour guide. With Dave gone, Kel and I have been Ladies Who Lunch.

This is where the murder plot comes in.

I didn't suspect anything when she took me to a wonderful Italian restaurant in Powway called Domenic's. It's a small place but cozy and charming. And the food... MAMA MIA! We shared a bruschetta. We each had a bowl of impossibly delicious minestrone. I had ravioli. Kelly had chicken parmesan. The portions were spot on; we were sated but not stuffed when we left the ristorante. Que bella!

Look here to peruse the menu fantastico. http://www.domenicsristorante.com/

Okay, I can forgive her Domenics. We were hungry, neither of us had breakfast that morning, and it was early afternoon. We needed to eat. Today, however, her cunning plot to kill me with kindness was so blatant that even I saw through it. She took me to Extraordinary Desserts in San Diego, on Union Street. There I had a glass of tea...

...and a devonshire Napolean. Look HERE to see the (attempted) murder weapon. http://www.extraordinarydesserts.com/

OMIGOD! The bottom layer was strawberries, blackberries, and raspberries and the Napolean was topped with an edible flower and a huge strawberry. It was served on a plate of strawberry and raspberry sauces swirled together.

We're doing Chinese tomorrow. It's been nice knowing you.

Home again, again

My dad's cat Snoopy, curled up in HIS recliner with his favorite toy on his favorite rug.

Yes, it is his recliner. Hey, the cat has his own room! But he's not spoiled.

Just back from spending a month with my old man. While there, I got new easier-to -negotiate stairs to his front door installed, replaced his lift chair, got home health care arranged, paid off his hospital bills, took him to the dentist for a replacement crown that my brother Bill financed, to the eye-doctor for new glasses, and hooked him up to Contact Life-Line. With tweaking, these arrangements should allow him to live relatively comfortably in his own home with his cat Snoopy for some time, I hope.

And the arrangements WILL BE TWEAKED if my sister has anything to do with them, and she will. But that's all right. I hoped the arrangements would make her life a little easier too. She and Dad need to thrash them out together. They do not need to include me in the tweaking- I am alternately 750 and 2,000 miles away from them.

The month went quickly and Dad and I got along quite well, as we always do. We cohabitate well, which is a blessing. His cat Snoopy and I, however, do not.

Snoopy hates me. He's not fond of women in general, an attitude I am sure he picked up from my dad, but he LOATHES me. My daughter Kelly was able to get him to tolerate her and even play with her. Before she left, Snoopy was even letting her pet him, albeit in that surly condescending sneering way many cats have toward contact with humans. Me, he bit.

Repeatedly.

He also hissed, spit, scratched and slapped.

What a guy. Here are some pictures of the little shit. Enjoy.

Snoopy, draped along the back of Dad's chair.

Snoopy, playing nicely with Kelly.

Snoopy, drinking my water.